Do you believe that the good days and bad days life throws at us is entirely your own doing? Do you have the story inside your head that if you do everything right, nothing bad will happen and your life will be great?
I think in our modern lives we are so much in control of everything that we naturally tell ourselves if anything at all goes wrong, it must be us or someone doing something wrong.
Time to review that. Time to think about the story you have in your head towards bad days. Especially when you’ve a lifetime of success with things (so far). Then you probably haven’t quite taken enough risks.